love

I'm afraid of finding someone.
who I could never want to leave,
who would seemingly change their mind.
especially when they won't feel the same way
especially when nothing gets answered when I pray

I want to dream
of finding my true love.
who becomes my best friend
where we gift ourselves to walk
through life together
and experience gods gift
to never be alone

I want to look up
When I see you in the stars
when I feel pain
It's the reason I want to get up.
I want to be alive.

I only want one person
I can give my all to
I want to live in a fantasy in my words
because real life ain't what its ought to be.