Thoughts 2:24am 2/22/15

Maybe everything that happens on Earth is caused by the imagination from the sun from its rays the things we don't see the things we don't take for granted my mind wanders, like my personality. Like everyone else. But I awake every now and then. It gets lonely being awake, I do not see much of anyone awake usually. especially ones who claim to be "intellectuals". I stopped calling myself an artist not for the mere fact that I do not paint everyday anymore. But because I chose to believe everyone is an artist in their own way. I am undefinable because I am ever changing.

I just get my keys and go

Far away sometimes

Wherever I want

I learned this 

A long time ago

I think it happens

When you get used 

To it being alone

And take pictures

I wonder sometimes

Not even the Internet

Will last forever 

And everything 

On here will 

Disappear 

Except

 for right now

Is that 

you are

reading 

this

I vibrate

My soul 

Unto yours

I fell in love with myself in a mirror one time I couldn't do that compared to my whole life and they say all you need is one yes I starved myself because I wasn't proud of myself that I gave all I had left to the wrong person. At least she wasn't from LA, they would have stole my identity... The hate in your eyes I see a reflection of me in them. It is the only thing that reminds me I'm a human, I'm not an animal. I have too much on my mind, which way to go. I spit in the ocean with sharks who thirst for blood. I tell them mines no good and they stray off. I don't know what's right or wrong anymore because I want to make everyone happy. When I fail to do so it makes me unhappy. What stress I put upon myself, it's kinda funny. To think that it all doesn't matter 

Driem

There wasn't anyone like me when I was young.

I guess I didn't look hard enough...

And with all the years of fun

Made my life rough

Under the sun

Under the shade

Under the sea

Until I got older

I met a Lott of people like me

Yet they never done what I've been through.

Sort the beans

There is no "I" in team

There sounds like an i in dream

Somewhere