There are have pictures of me

Trapped in a box 

Never to be looked at 

I don't know

I thought there was a bee on my neck

But it was only the tag on my vest

Caffienated bee sting only die when

They sting you. Frozen to rest I don't 

Move and I am sad. Break me into pieces at least I am free, I feel stupid and ashamed to be quiet. I don't eat and I want to stay away from everyone like my friend I havnt seen in a while. I'm not perfect, so I don't deserve anything. I just want to stay away I am not what you want.

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I only cry in secret like taking a shit, something so sacred beyond reasoning like taking a hit, I could feel it in my heart because I am alive I could only live once so I must thrive can you tell me again to let go of this ego I learned to become in the place that does not matter, take me to a better place If I don't belong to heaven then I worshipped the wrong God.