Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Handsome man who doesn't like himself

Such a tragedy 
To live by
What others think
Years spent 
Hating himself 
Everyone
Goes through hating
Oneself
But what hurts
The most is
Not being
Your fullest
Potential.
We all learn
And go our
Own path in
Life.
Tired but I'm used to it
This time tired for the right things.
I got to be doing something
To complete my destiny
Which is what I have been put on this world 
More than meets the eye
Infinity floats in the mind
But under all the facts
Lies the focus and understanding
Of what goals need to be met

Monday, January 26, 2015

For attention

I laughed at the boy 
Who was on the floor,
And laughed at the man
That complained some more,
I got mad at the big bully
Whose words I didn't ask for 
And I always wondered why,
People whine about their feelings.

Thursday, January 15, 2015

Sunset Cliffs

I fell in love with a moment
That cannot return back to me
Until this day, I could never forget
Only good memories I never would
Want to ruin. I wait for this sunset
To end, but my love still burns
Maintained and paced, I realize
My water vibration frequency radiates
Around her, I enjoy being beside her
And that love meant a two way street.
We drove home that night, and the 
Chariot turned into a pumpkin.
It wasn't love it was more than that
Since the word has been misused
By my generation, I can no longer
Use it as a reference. I kissed her 
When the moment was right. As 
If I needed it to breathe, her ocean 
Was my horizon and nothing mattered 
For an infinite second. It was better
Than a lot of things I could think of,
It was a very good moment in my life
To remember.

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Girl who stays in her room

She knows more skill than I'll ever be
And she is the complete opposite of me
Something I could never possibly see
Myself being with, I'm searching 
All the wrong places. But I'm finding
More about myself learning
Who I am. I see the world 
For what it is
And I love it
For the good and the bad
I don't complain
By practicing to be a good partner.
If she doesn't know who I am
Then she won't get hurt.

Sunday, January 11, 2015

waiting

I just want to tell you already so that I know and get it over with not knowing is forever to me if I love you or not I need to know. too much or too fickle the feeling of wonder is great. the love I offer will be real and forever greatful

If my Heart never meant anything

Demoralizing power, take away Brownie point compliments, give and take, We are not math, we remember. we are human beings we are human beings december cold another new year looking forward to forget well my heart keeps me alive and the only thing worth teaching is respect

Thursday, January 8, 2015

Forgive my infatuations

A fire in the sky
Kisses my sunkissed face 
As it sets about to die 
Greatful for your place
This universe wondering why
Amazed by miraculous happiness 
Love me without a trace 
She kissed me without telling me
Danger lurking near the shadows
The truth is my perception 

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Nothing

No one can tell me how to feel complete.
Love doesn't mean anything unless you wait.
I don't feel attractive because I don't know what infinity feels like.
I don't know for sure unless I'm more than one hundred percent.
I told myself I need to be better than the person I was yesterday. 
I don't believe in anything anybody says anymore.
I can't go a day without beliving in myself.
I can feel the moment coming between my grasp.
I'm falling in love with the tragedy of life.
I see what's wrong with the future,
But that doesn't stop me from being who I was meant to be

Friday, January 2, 2015

Draught in my eyes

The sun setting upon my view 
Another day uncertain end we
Shall never take for granted 
Until something threatening 
Stabs you in the back. When 
My eyes close I never see black
I only see dark red. I never take 
Anything for granted anymore 
So I can walk away with my mistakes 
Like a man. The only thing that i know 
Is in for the race is my heart. My past will never matter like naked skeletons holding each other. My love only stands for right now. 
My love is eternal but only open to those who see it for what it is. My eyes are red but they don't scare you away. If you ever seen a tear tell them I stole it off a crocodile. I never knew a stranger until 
I knew myself.