Mother

The first time I saw you I fell in love with you. And I was scared so much because I wouldn't let you go because I never knew when was the next day I would see you 

Dream 9-10-2014

I had a dream I shaved my beard and regretted it

Dream

I had a dream I was driving home and I saw a slide being installed on the roof and they were building a pool in the backyard.

Blessings and Curses

I'm starting to realize freedom is a luxury
which can only be attained from self realization
and nothing is what it seems.
words without leverage mean nothing
so only time will tell
I'm different now because I'm older
and I claim nothing can hurt me.
but I know deep down
only something rare, meaningful, and profound
something a fool knows all too well.
something a young man can endure and get back on his feet.
something so sacred to be talked about,
if it doesn't mean anything....
time passes and flakes the whole
and I continue to search for the pieces
as long as I live.

Those we think of who are over us

There is a part of me that has never grown up,
it is the memory of hidden pictures I still wish to keep,
which holds the power to make me feel and nothing less.
Of timeless history, only one person knows about.
Where do they go when I go?
They become Powerless and go away too
Where does it all go?
This part of me that has never grown up
is like a sentence thought of too many times.

I think of you while you think of me

Sometimes I just can't help it.
Thinking that's life like my last,
memories that shaped me
from about a past dream, when I snored,
we kissed in the time
when we laughed.
I can only feel comfortable when
I do what it is I have to
make everything inside my life true.

Seclusion

The only thing that keeps me sane is a window.
Abandoned the art, divorced the world
and the people who do nothing but
criticize and do nothing. (for themselves)
as if they were getting paid to do so...
I left the crowd to go beyond them
I saw the art world and I saw nothing
I saw myself and I meant everything
I went out in my mind to explore
the definition of self
and there I found education, health, and understanding
to those who meant everything that left
I know why you had to
and I shall always love you wherever you go.
in memrry

I wanted to Love her

Sometimes what is untrue,
I wish I could undo,
I'm glad I never told her
because I didn't need to.
I can see how wrong I was
But .
we shall walk the path
In the time of my decision
I forgot what was
Truth, proof
fiction
and some other things too.
I know since love could ultimately destroy
ourselves.

Asleep

I knew if I ever said anything, it would have meant nothing.
If I knew it would have meant anything, it almost always never matters.
And that night I soon learned that you can’t win Honor, you can only loose it.
And that there is such thing as “too late”
And that you can only lose what is not yours.

how stories disappear for new ones

Let's not care
Let's not give a fuck
Because it's fun.

Let's just stare
Let's just bare
at the sun.

The sun is forever
and my life doesn't matter

Only to my son
will I look in his eyes
and know what luck means.

Me and Random

I feels good to have everything perfectly neat before me
On rainy days with my best friend
And we never even know but we know somehow
That there will always be a tomorrow
And to feel joy writing my story in a positive end
Just like every other story before me and after and so fourth

Freeway thoughts

I've been chasing my dreams like racing against Myself.
Then I started to walk so the universe just
slowed down.
Letting me take what's mine,
And What isn't mine is meant to be.
We can only lose what isn't ours,
I was born to become what I am in this Earth
Ask aloud and I shall receive
Pain is the duality of love
So I was born to believe in God.
Nobody has the right to tell you how to believe in anything.
I am the water in the river,
watching the time go by
Knowing when the time is right.
These days where everything is known
I can't take anyones word for it
We have to find out for ourselves
and this is why history repeats itself

the hearts club

Today was her birthday,
& he daydreamed until sun went down.
Somesay someday will never happen
threw it in the trashcan.



we see each other again,
we may never even know
what it means
Whats a man
without a heart?
Whats a woman
without a soul.
Whats a child
without a dream
Everything we ever believed in
has an on and off switch
Disposable man
searches for the
free spirit
feelings are just fictions.
Especially when words are just written.

this thing called time.
this thing called mind.

I had to say goodbye

Which would hurt more
though adored
Leaving the led on
or the dedication
of a never ending hug
"the thrill of loving
someone you shouldn't love".
I learned what the
word "end" means.
It means
the completion of a purpose.
and I learned something else.
To believe in God
and not what people tell me to
There is no reason to remember
things that don't mean anything
anymore
Everything will repeat
like a fractal
someone else will do the same thing
while someone who's been there watches
burn candle in the sleepless night.
Burn.

The Man whose Story was Never Told

One in a hundred billion,
like everyone else yet not
Seeking to be heard
in the age of abundance...
Just because you are different
doesn't mean you are useful...
Like
or
Appreciate
There's a difference
don't care.

I grow bald for art

The reason I can't think is because I don't sleep.
For the love of Doing,
And then there I am ready for everyday life.
The sun is up the fantasy
is
If you don't care about me then I won't care about you.

"you and I are somehow at least one of the ways that the universe knows itself." - Bill Nye

"It is a wonderful, astonishing thing to me that you and I are somehow at least one of the ways that the universe knows itself. You and I are a product of the universe... we have come to be because of the universe's existence, and we are driven..." - Bill Nye


Microcosm macrocosm fractal,
Everybody we meet is a test
we will take, and whilst the
time we run from, if God looks
like me, my perfection is hidden
inside the sanctum sky. I shall wait
between the spaces. And my silence is
supreme, and something is born
into my eyes. The clouds that kiss
your mouth. Where truth sits
suddenly in silver dew. Profound
yet only grasped selected few.

Im on a journey to find my whole self.

Since I could ever remember, I searched for somebody else. My dream girl, the woman of my dreams. And now, today I must confess that, that person does not exist. We become attracted by other people because we see parts of ourselves in them. One must love themselves 100% before they can love somebody else. I am here in this world with you (the reader), I am here only to absorb as much information as I can possibly can. From where I am today, I shall only go forward. Every single day I am encountering experiences and I am driven only through my will. Today, I am only focusing on strengthening my Will. I can be whatever I choose, I can believe in whatever I chose to and create the reality I am surrounded by. I am driven by love, and I now realize love can potentially destroy me. I am finally awake from a dream. My dreams are so powerful that they can turn into reality. Becoming everything I ever wanted. If I really wanted to...

Letters that were never received

Dear person,
Who can never love.
This poem is not about you,
although I wish to say,
When does one begin,
to feel above as so below
that kind of reminds me of you.
Im just here
not because of this,
but because I resisted life
I was stubborn
I wanted to love
but I didn't love myself.
and I didn't see that
all this time.
and now I am smarter
I soon realized
Loving yourself
Isn't all that bad
and I give unexplainable gratitude,
for seeing myself in you. - Always W.P.

Farewell thoughts

Farewell to now,
I let go of why.
This:
Another way of,
seeing a passing.
The greatest feeling.
Everday is always today.
Another one, a better one
one more
for the road.
The greatest experience
with you, there is more
outside, somewhere
just waiting
to happen.
Killed my ego with
an "I" shaped bar.
And forgot everything that
has ever happened to me.
But, the thing is...
Everyone else
still
remembers...
Who:
I am.
Sound of
Success
In silence
Watching the
Sun grow
Into a
Leader.
I understand
Jesus Christ
Why he was born
Again.
To become
what thou will,
The king of all kings,
Everybody dies.
Some die worthy
to die with dignity.
Everybody dies in
ode to drama

Thank you love

You made me feel alive
The first time I meant it
You reminded me of myself
To live in the now
Short lived love,
Oh, did the shoe fit?

You made me forget
nothing really matters
but everything in between did
extend my arm
to God

You woke me up early in the morning
The first person I wanted to see coming back to life.
You left me as I watched your car go
and turned away, signaling before incoming traffic.

Thank you
for loving me.

favorite sound from innocence past
remind me who I still hold on to
we haven't looked around lately
her calling carries a missing feel
waiting like fossils
to be digged up