I had to say goodbye

Which would hurt more
though adored
Leaving the led on
or the dedication
of a never ending hug
"the thrill of loving
someone you shouldn't love".
I learned what the
word "end" means.
It means
the completion of a purpose.
and I learned something else.
To believe in God
and not what people tell me to
There is no reason to remember
things that don't mean anything
anymore
Everything will repeat
like a fractal
someone else will do the same thing
while someone who's been there watches
burn candle in the sleepless night.
Burn.