I wanted to Love her

Sometimes what is untrue,
I wish I could undo,
I'm glad I never told her
because I didn't need to.
I can see how wrong I was
But .
we shall walk the path
In the time of my decision
I forgot what was
Truth, proof
fiction
and some other things too.
I know since love could ultimately destroy
ourselves.

Asleep

I knew if I ever said anything, it would have meant nothing.
If I knew it would have meant anything, it almost always never matters.
And that night I soon learned that you can’t win Honor, you can only loose it.
And that there is such thing as “too late”
And that you can only lose what is not yours.

how stories disappear for new ones

Let's not care
Let's not give a fuck
Because it's fun.

Let's just stare
Let's just bare
at the sun.

The sun is forever
and my life doesn't matter

Only to my son
will I look in his eyes
and know what luck means.