venting 1-31-2011

Looking back at pictures, remembering thoughts I'd thought I would forget, realism, feelism. Appreciate everything somebody does for you in your life. Meeting someone is experiencing that person at that time. People change, therefore we must forgive. We must change the world or be changed by the world. I do not want to be walked on, neither does anyone else I assume so we build our walls, we create contracts and enforce laws. It feels like nobody is taught respect or loyalty anymore. Nobody wants to get stepped on. Nobody wants to get dirty, nobody wants to fall, you only can have no mistake, nobody wants to see each other face to face. Nobody has the time. I was a nobody but now it seems I am getting to know more people and I am in the radar now. I appreciate everything everyone has done for me because when I had no one that is when I had to do everything by myself without someone to talk to, without someone to vent to. I know how being alone feels. Create is to record and the more you record you find you are one step closer into finding who you are. I hope somebody who reads this can relate to me in some way.

1/13/11

There is no better feeling than to be appreciated.