God and Beast

Everyday I yearn for someone to share my life with maybe I just don't see who I'm sharing with

I told a group of people that a part of me died that moment,

When I knew you wanted nothing to do with me anymore.

What was it inside my mind that made me think

You were meant for me?

A part of me always dies

Like skin cells another one regrows to adapt to this world.

Love thyself before anything else.

Even my bestfriend will leave me.

Does the human memory even matter?

We are so evolved and so smart, we created ego.

But it does not matter, in fact it is a double edge sword of omega and alpha.

All the things I have wont matter.

All of me in a pile

The best version of myself.

Thank you for never giving up on me

It was never your obligation
You knew you just had to be there
our bond was a genuine reciprocation
God watching from above listening
but does only stay silent
Like a teacher, during a test.
A feeling that has wronged me.
To learn resilience from the face of advesity.
To find God in my prayer,
and I found myself, in the right state of mind.
and to forgive the sorrows of my past.
what gave me passion to be a better person.
all the things I lost
were never mine.
material things
were only to impress
others who never cared about me in the first place
now I see
the right ones
who cheered me on
since the beginning
now I am
focusing
on the good
now I am aware
what I feed
you helped me see
what I could not
and that is
proof miracles exist.