Once Upon A Time

Two years ago became
3, and three became
4, I came out of a pussy
a long time ago.
and the world fucks itself
everyday,
life is upside down.
I became everything
I never wanted to be.
2 years was a long time
ago. 5 years ago was 2012
and I thought everyone was
supposed to "see the world end."
that was the last time
I ever believed a Mayan.
I remember some good times
that will last a lifetime.
But no one cares,
so I leave them in a cage
only to starve for attention.
I look back sometimes
but they keep distancing away
like the moon from the Earth.
only can I reach so far
down the rabbit hole.

what heaven is

If only I had someone to talk to
Without pushing away
and the constant negative thoughts
someone who just looks at you
and says "fuck everyone"
then gives a simple hug

thoughts

every time i see a handprint on dust
i think of all the memories I lost
wondering why i only remember
loosing them
when i can’t remember what they were

all in your head

he never wanted
to be like
anybody else.
when he got his wish
he soon realized
nobody cared.

all in your head

he never wanted
to be like
anybody else.
when he got his wish
he soon realized
nobody cared.

artist rant 10/24/16

I find it funny when I other "artists" suck each others dick.
brown nose at art shows or brand themselves as some kind of
larger than life entity. over it... true art comes from the heart.
loving what you do shows. doesn't matter what is cool or not...
FUCK WHAT PEOPLE THINK
at the end of the day, I have to make the decision.

artist rant 10/24/16

i think you are an artist if you aren't cool.