what heaven is

If only I had someone to talk to
Without pushing away
and the constant negative thoughts
someone who just looks at you
and says "fuck everyone"
then gives a simple hug

thoughts

every time i see a handprint on dust
i think of all the memories I lost
wondering why i only remember
loosing them
when i can’t remember what they were

all in your head

he never wanted
to be like
anybody else.
when he got his wish
he soon realized
nobody cared.

all in your head

he never wanted
to be like
anybody else.
when he got his wish
he soon realized
nobody cared.

artist rant 10/24/16

I find it funny when I other "artists" suck each others dick.
brown nose at art shows or brand themselves as some kind of
larger than life entity. over it... true art comes from the heart.
loving what you do shows. doesn't matter what is cool or not...
FUCK WHAT PEOPLE THINK
at the end of the day, I have to make the decision.

artist rant 10/24/16

i think you are an artist if you aren't cool.

ashamed and appreciated

Of all these
pictures I saved
of random Strangers
I don't ever think
I saved the right ones
with you.
pretty moments of
infinite what ifs
beautiful memories
that last forever
in my mind...
cherish every one
of them.
same birthdays
everything
i ever loved,
i left behind.
you just
can't go back
yesterday
i keep saying i love...
but what is love
when you cant go back?