If my Heart never meant anything

Demoralizing power, take away Brownie point compliments, give and take, We are not math, we remember. we are human beings we are human beings december cold another new year looking forward to forget well my heart keeps me alive and the only thing worth teaching is respect

Forgive my infatuations

A fire in the sky

Kisses my sunkissed face 

As it sets about to die 

Greatful for your place

This universe wondering why

Amazed by miraculous happiness 

Love me without a trace 

She kissed me without telling me

Danger lurking near the shadows

The truth is my perception 

Nothing

No one can tell me how to feel complete.

Love doesn't mean anything unless you wait.

I don't feel attractive because I don't know what infinity feels like.

I don't know for sure unless I'm more than one hundred percent.

I told myself I need to be better than the person I was yesterday. 

I don't believe in anything anybody says anymore.

I can't go a day without beliving in myself.

I can feel the moment coming between my grasp.

I'm falling in love with the tragedy of life.

I see what's wrong with the future,

But that doesn't stop me from being who I was meant to be

Draught in my eyes

The sun setting upon my view 

Another day uncertain end we

Shall never take for granted 

Until something threatening 

Stabs you in the back. When 

My eyes close I never see black

I only see dark red. I never take 

Anything for granted anymore 

So I can walk away with my mistakes 

Like a man. The only thing that i know 

Is in for the race is my heart. My past will never matter like naked skeletons holding each other. My love only stands for right now. 

My love is eternal but only open to those who see it for what it is. My eyes are red but they don't scare you away. If you ever seen a tear tell them I stole it off a crocodile. I never knew a stranger until 

I knew myself. 

Mother

The first time I saw you I fell in love with you. And I was scared so much because I wouldn't let you go because I never knew when was the next day I would see you 

Dream 9-10-2014

I had a dream I shaved my beard and regretted it

Dream

I had a dream I was driving home and I saw a slide being installed on the roof and they were building a pool in the backyard.