Day 41 No Smoking

What do you do when you see yourself at the top of the mountain?
You climb the next higher one
never give up

Day 40 No smoking

I am still coughing and I am working on getting new health insurance. I have been meditating to focus on listening to my body. I can feel certain parts of my body if I focus hard enough. I am also trying to understand myself more clearly. I plan to have a day to myself to write everything I need for myself: new ambitions, plans for the future, ideas, art. Bettering myself Always Wesley Pacleb

have you ever

Have you ever been "scared",
to admit that you are?
yet you do it anyway.
This is what it means to be an artist.

I have the guts to be who I am.
And take the critticism that comes with it
so I can become a better person
and plan ahead for success.

Be strong for tomorrow

Life As An Artist

An undenying label:
something each of us are capable
of doing construing the enviable
words like voices, pencil touch paper with choices
lilys in gardens, on sidewalk cracks near track tracks
on paths that intersect and kill
where the motivation inside our mind
mistakes inevitable; so kind
even found in the blind
heard of desired
you feel like a queen or king
everything in life in between
something we both can understand or
hate and love or feel indifferent
lose it all a risk so consequent
life be hell, did I fail?
time is something people
only learn to value in jail
in our own tribulation
we use art to purge
so with without further adieu
without any consideration
I leave my greatest soul on display
for all to listen or neglect

disolving dream

for whatever its worth
to keep finding myself disappearing
like that. I'm being blown away like a kite
like money, like friends.. where do they go?
i can't afford myself the time
reaching for a touch ov this vanishing mirage
for all I live for, the signs
keep disappearing, and time is just a touch
away I call dreams the air I need to live.
please keep me alive,
when you keep me in mind,
tell me love is real and not just a story
only from a friend. where do they go
like money, time is just a touch away
id rather dream and have something to live for
i cant afford myself the time it is something you can never get back
dont take away my dream it is the only reason why i live

day 34 no smoking

I stopped coughing. I don't want to smoke but I kind of get headaches and noticed I want to rest more. I am still keeping positive and exercizing.